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The eclipses of the past two weeks have taken us through a journey of release, acceleration and integration. In preparation, after the summer solstice, the past came up for processing and assessment. Some of us have undergone a spiritual battle in a sense, between feeling overwhelming regret for past choices and coming back to the moment of now, which is all any of us truly have.

Now is a river that is always moving. It is not something we can grasp or hold onto, so we learn to let go into the flow. If we are holding onto regrets, we cannot move forward. Personally, I experienced this very thing. In July I visited my family by the ocean on Long Island, N.Y. There were terrible rip tides that week and several people's lives were claimed by the mighty ocean. While swimming one day, I felt the pull of that current as I fought my way back in to shore. During this visit I found myself being confronted with regrets from my past and I realized that the energy of regret is just like a riptide, carrying us out into perilous, lonely waters far from shore.

After a conversation with a friend, I realized that if I keep playing the "re-runs" of the same old regrets over and over, I cannot possibly move forward. Holding on to decisions that I'd made when I was younger and less conscious was holding me back - the regrets were taking up room that could be filled with happiness and light, and situations that I want to bring in. I've focused on forgiving and releasing my past and owning that all the decisions I've made have brought me to where I am now. My life is graced by dear friends and family, and wisdom and creative expression.

There are also some aspects that I don't like regarding where my life is now, which has to do with my desire to move to a different area. I don't feel in harmony with the energetic resonance of my current location, and this is bringing my energy down. This is something I can change right here and now and I can move forward into my future being conscious of my decisions - with the knowledge that every decision I have ever made is in alignment with my highest path and purpose.

The energy of the solar eclipse felt like an uplifting, upsurge of possibilities. It was a time of creating intensions for the new life we are creating. The energy of the lunar eclipse was about going inward and truly releasing the old stuff that has been loosening up throughout the month of July - releasing whatever is in the way of our creation of our new life.

During the week between the eclipses I felt stillness within - and a lull. I was unable to do certain tasks that were part of my responsibility to the outer world - I felt like all I could do was be. I just wanted to sink into the stillness within and be in nature and enjoy the last days of summer. I was fiercely "there" for myself, and said "No" to things that were tugging at me which I couldn't bring my heart to. If I felt the burden of responsibility for something I felt I "had to" do, I gave myself permission to say "no, I'm not doing that today."

Now, I am feeling re-energized. I look back on the lunar eclipse and feel as if I have traveled through a very narrow conduit - the energy in this passageway was sloughing off all the stuff of the past that has been rising from within in this past year.

In the new clarity around me, I became aware of an entity - a dark force energy - that has been whispering words of despair to me when activated by my thoughts. An "entity" is a thought form created by our thoughts. The dark energy that feeds off of our energy is part of this negativity and it reaches into the places within us that are holding negativity. The whisperings of this entity were echoing my own fears, taking me deeper into despair and hopelessness.

The clarity gained through the clearing experience allowed me to see more lucidly than ever before. I did a burning bowl ritual of releasing the past and through a Soul Realignment process, I went to the Akashic Records and did a soul level clearing and sent the dark entity away-contained in an orb and sent to the appropriate astral. The energetic spaces within me where the darkness had reached its tendrils have been filled with the Divine Light of Creator substance.

I will be writing more on the subject of entities, thought forms and energetic resonance in the September Vibe Report.

There are people in my world who are going through very intense difficulties. This is part of the clearing and realignment process. For anyone who reads this who is undergoing changes that seem extremely painful and difficult, know that you will get through the passageway. Consciously ask for what is ready to be released to be cleared and begin to focus on what you want your life to look and feel like. Call on your Guides, Teachers and Angels for help, guidance and comfort. They are there, waiting to assist you.

Deep within we are all connected through Divine Source. I send comfort, love and softness to all, laced with fierce strength and a prayer that we remember just who we are - Creators of our lives and our world!

 

There are times when every aspect of our life is wrong, when we are tired of fighting, tired of living, tired of trying and we just want to leave and go home. I spent much of this weekend talking a friend out of a suicide attempt that she felt was her only option in dealing with the mess her life had become.  She wondered why, after she had worked so hard to live her life in a spiritual way and follow all of the 'rules', God was allowing these things to happen to her and was not answering her prayers. She was mad at God and believed that He had abandoned her.
 
It was hard to ask her to accept the fact that God never abandons us and that her anger at God was one way of relinquishing her authority and removing herself from the responsibility that she had over her reality. There were many other issues at work, including her inability to control the actions of people in her life who were part of the problems that she was experiencing. Although I tried to remind her that everyone has free will and she had no control over anyone's actions, she felt that if God truly loved her He would step in and change the situation. And so she was mad at God and one way of ending her pain would be to end her life.
 
Accepting responsibility for our life is something that we can easily accept until we run into situations where our life goes out of control. What happened? We are walking the spiritual path, living according to spiritual principles, shouldn't our life flow effortlessly and be problem free? That is what we would like to think but as we know, that doesn't always happen. Situations can be complicated people we love and count on make choices that conflict with what we want and if we have expectations in any area they will be revealed to us. Are we going to be mad at God and hold onto our expectations or surrender everything and acknowledge our power-including our power to let go of something when it is the last thing we want to do?
 
Like children who don't get their way, we get mad at God when something we desperately want does not happen. In my friend's case, she needed to release herself from the belief that she would be rescued by someone who had chosen to not rescue her. Her emotional pain is from the realization that this person won't step into their power. And it is easier to be mad at God for not stepping in and forcing a change than to be mad at someone she loves for not meeting her expectations or needs. God never abandons us, nor does He see us as powerless, even when that is how we see ourselves. And He will not step in and force change, but He will give us the comfort, support and help we need to accept what we cannot change and honor our spiritual journey and that of everyone else.

We made choices in early childhood, which were appropriate then, but are not appropriate now, and yet they continue to govern our experience of life at an unconscious level. It would be wise to review those choices made in childhood.

Here is a list of choices typically made when we were very young. Can you identify the choices you made and the consequences that you might still be living with because of these early choices?

I choose to repress the feeling of hurt because it is too much to bear.

I choose to repress the feeling of anger because of a fear of punishment.

I choose to protect my heart, by shutting down to love.

I choose to give up asking for what I want, because I believe I won't get it.

I choose to disconnect from my needs, because I believe they will not be met.

I choose to hide myself from others, because I am afraid of their judgment or disapproval.

I choose not to speak out because no one listens.

I choose to blame as a way of avoiding responsibility.

I choose to live with resentment rather than forgive and release myself from the past.

I choose to be a victim in the hope that someone will rescue me.

I choose to avoid trying because of the fear of failure.

I choose to judge others because I feel judged.

I choose to judge others because it gives me a feeling of power.

I choose to not acknowledge others, because I feel unacknowledged.

I choose to not attend to others because I feel unattended to.

I choose to be in my mind because I am seeking a solution there.

I choose to be in my mind, because I am seeking to escape there.

I choose to be in my mind, because I am hoping to find someone there.

I choose to please or take care of others as a way of being accepted or included.

I chose to energetically withdraw as a way of protecting myself from being hurt.

I choose to be angry or aggressive as a way of gaining control.

I choose to seek attention, acknowledgement and recognition as a substitute for love and acceptance.

What are the consequences that flow from these choices? You would wise to bring these choices to consciousness, review them and revise them.

Almost all of the decisions and choices we make at the level of mind are motivated at a deep unconscious level by fear and the illusion of separation. Develop the art of looking deeply to see whether the choice you are making is being driven or motivated by fear.

If it is, then you are going further into the mind's world of illusion. You are going further away from the truth of who you are. You are going further away from the place where life is abundant. You are going further into separation. Do not let fear lead you astray. Find that still and silent place within where love abides. Know that the essence of your Being is Love. Let the silent voice of love be your guide.

When you become fully present, thoughts stop and your mind is silent. You are not trying to stop the thoughts. It simply happens as you become present. Thoughts stop as you become present, because thoughts are always about the past or future. You cannot think about the present moment. You would have to take yourself out of the present moment in order to think about it. So if you bring yourself fully present with something that is actually here now, you must emerge out of the mind, and the world of thought. It cannot be otherwise. A noticeable shift will occur within you as you transition from the past and future world of the mind, to the world of now.

You cannot stop thoughts. It is impossible. The very effort to stop thoughts is a reinforcement of the thinking process. All you can do is relax, notice that you are in the mind, and then bring yourself present with that which is already present. If you can see it, hear it, feel it, taste it, touch it or smell it, in this moment, then it is of the present moment.

It is not something you are remembering or imagining with your mind. And so you can be present with it. You are not thinking it into existence. It is actually here now and so you Thoughts will stop, and you will experience a deep feeling of peace as your mind falls silent.

But there is an even deeper level of peace and silence waiting to emerge, as you become more and more present. As your mind becomes more silent, an inner door is opened, allowing an infinite and eternal silence to emerge. This infinite and eternal silence is the very essence of your Being. It is your true nature. It is the essence of all existence. It is the eternal silent presence of pure consciousness. It is the "I AM" of you. It is that dimension of you that exists in this moment and only this moment. It is that dimension of you that exists in Oneness.

It is your Buddha nature. It is the Christ of you, which exists in Oneness with God. It is awakened man. It is awakened woman.

I’m writing this article on August 7th, one day before the harmonic gateway of the 8-8-8.  Many of you have emailed, wondering about me and my August article, it is later than usual.  I so deeply appreciate your concern and more importantly your support for my work.  This month’s article wanted to be written today as we begin to weave the golden threads of light as our foundation.

August 2008 is one of the most anticipated months of this year, and for very good reason.  There is so much happening that it is hard to know where to begin.  The celestial line up is like a fireworks display with Solar and Lunar eclipses, potent moons, and the Galactic alignment of the Central Sun.

July brought many opportunities to experience our “Joy Factor” along with many opportunities to examine where or why we aren’t feeling “Joy”.  We were living in “examination mode” and at the same time making dramatic changes in many areas of our lives.

 

It has been almost 10 years that I have been writing this monthly article, and as I look back, we have had many alignments, portals and gateways that have been instrumental in our personal and planetary evolution.  Several months ago, the house I have been renting was put up for sale.  Change was in the air and I knew that moving to a bigger brighter space was what I truly needed.  I began to think about what I wanted in a space, and thought that moving this fall would be best, given my hectic work schedule and lecture commitments. 

The gateway of change for me came at the end of June, when the perfect new space presented itself.  It meant moving at the end of July and juggling my schedule to make it work.  It became apparent that August would find me in a new energy and a new living space.  I realized that I would have to cancel my trip to Mt Shasta and just let things flow.

During the month of July, I sat down several times write my August Cosmic Pulse, knowing that the beginning of August would be crazy with the move, and more importantly understanding the significance of the 8-8-8.  Every time I tried to write, I would be interrupted.  It seemed that no matter how much I wanted to slot this into a specific timing, it wasn’t going to cooperate.  I was challenged with not meeting my commitments and had too of let go and keep it easy – something that I’m learning full on at the moment !!

For several months, we have been preparing and receiving higher frequencies upon our beloved Mother Earth.  These frequencies have tweaked our very core issues, and old stuff has been percolating to the surface for examination and recalibration.  A common saying lately has been “people’s stuff is up.”  While packing up my house, I was able let go or purge old clothes, belongings, and energy that wasn’t going to be a match the energy of my “new” space.

The energy of the “new” is a cornerstone of the 8-8-8 frequencies that will be flowing as waves upon our planet for the next several months.  These Galactic events or gateway’s are never just one day events, even though we give specific dates for our linear time understanding.  August has several celestial events that will help to facilitate and set the stage for the endings, completions, and new beginnings seeded in this potent month.

August 1st opened with the New Moon/Solar Eclipse.  Eclipses are always significant and this one - a week before the 8-8-8 represented a lift off into the “new.”  Have you noticed lately how many of your friends or colleagues are going to through big life changes?  Jobs, homes, relationships, health – things that can’t be swept under the carpet and cause one to “stand with intention” .  This new moon energy gives a week of “transition” energy and an expansion of conscious vibration energy.

August 8th aligns our beloved Mother Earth with the golden harmonic rays of the Central Sun.  The Central Sun plays a pivotal role in our Ascension preparation and process.  Our hearts are harmonically “tuned” to the signature of the Central Sun.  Each of us has a unique harmonic signature, which allows us to engage and surf many different frequencies within this 3rd Dimension and beyond.  The meaning of “harmonic” is harmony, where a vibrating frequency touches other frequencies, allowing the vibration to expand and giving opportunity to connect with many different levels of the original harmonic frequency.

Our beloved Mother Earth and in fact each of us upon her are “living” receivers or broadcasters of frequency and vibration.  During the heightened period of the 8-8-8 and over the next several months, our harmonic receptivity will be amplified.  Our spiritual awareness and ability to connect more deeply with our Heart will be a main attribute of this transmission.

Codes for our Ascension process are continually being received along these galactic waves.  The activation of the 8-8-8 and several other important dates over the coming month’s will gives us the “spiritual software” to decipher the codes and “harmonize” according to our own Cosmic Blueprint.

Harmonization of the Central Sun frequency opens our Heart, which is the true Gateway for our continued evolutionary process.  Being in our heart means many things to different people.  It is obviously about unconditional love and acceptance of ourselves and every other living thing upon our planet.  It also means broadcasting a frequency that can also harmonize situations when given with purity and intention.

We are still living within the energy of polarization, no news there.  The energies of August will harmonize and recalibrate the existing frequency currently upon our planet and more importantly with our own physical vehicles – this will feel INTENSE.  The more resistance to the flow or frequency of this energy the more intense the physical symptoms.

While working with clients and in my own life, I have witnessed several levels of physical shifts and symptoms.  Anxiety, heart palpitations, shortness of breath, dizziness, overwhelming want to play when the clock says its time to “work.”  Neck and shoulder stiffness, earaches, leg pain, cramps.  Our emotional body is riding these waves on a deeper level that even our physical body.  

Feeling alone, disconnected, scattered, listening but not hearing, unworthy, feeling unable to cope, anxiety without a specific cause.  Mentally unable to remember simple everyday things, brain fog, feeling like you are on autopilot.

Personally, I prefer to not focus on these symptoms, but all of us will experience some of these, or we will be around others that are.  I understand just knowing these types of things are occurring can be a comfort... 

These symptoms are a perfect example of our Light Body recalibrating to the higher “new” energies that are now available.  Within our cells and our lower chakra’s can be dense energies filled with old beliefs, memories, stories, fears etc.  Our electrical wiring can become short-circuited, keeping a closed feedback loop continually running.  The Central Sun threads of light allow for a release of resistance or anxiety.  During the past, couple of weeks, there times where I felt intense anxiety, trying to keep everything together and feeling overwhelmed, particularly at bedtime!

I had to just relax, let go, look at what I was resisting, and just allow the energy to flow through my entire body and cosmic egg.  In this quiet state, I could look at what was causing resistance and often that observation was enough to shift it entirely.  Physically I found that running the energy in an “8,” starting at my left foot, crossing over the belly, around the head and ending with the right foot, with the intention of connecting to the 8-8-8 frequencies would give tremendous relief from muscle pain etc.

The Harmonic Gateway is offering abundance in every known arena to flow with ease.  It is a grand opportunity to release the “old” on every level and embrace the golden light of the Central Sun – where our old “stuff” can melt away in the brilliant light of the sun.

There are many teachers, channels, and authors writing about the 8-8-8 activation and energy.  Discernment is always a key in understanding ourselves and what is in alignment.  During the past couple of weeks, I have been seeing many articles come through my email from well-known and respected lightworkers or starseeds.  Each article held a similar thread of truth running through them with its own unique flavor as well.  This speaks volumes on the importance and significance of this event and the energies that will continue to flood our planet over the coming months.         

Here are several links to wonderful supportive information for August 2008. Steve Rother, Ronna Herman,  Celia Fenn, Gillian MacBeth-Louthan.

Each with their own flavor threading the truth of this timing.          

There is NO one way to harmonize our process with 2012.  There is NO one group that is receiving or transmitting this energy more than another.  There is NO one channel that is 100% pure.  We are moving into harmony, balance, and unity.  We are moving into the dynamic truth of our “heart” where all is understood and revealed.     

August 16th  is the Full Moon/Lunar Eclipse.  The beauty of this full moon further illuminates the energy transmission of the 8-8-8 and amplifies its effect.  21 years ago in August 1987 there was another grand galactic alignment called the Harmonic Convergence – a blending or coming together of energy and people in support of our planetary ascension.  That Harmonic Convergence is married to this 8-8-8 for further evolutionary leaps. 

Light contains Sound and Sound contains Light.  Harmonic light weaves together the frequencies of light and sound in such a way that it triggers a deep cellular knowing or awakening.  Our DNA begins to talk more coherently; we start to just “know” what is right and needed for our body.  The release of old stuff can be daunting, all of us have been preparing and experiences the challenges of this for years.

We are now at an unprecedented time where we can honour who we truly are, feel the JOY of our heart, our true self, and then express or broadcast that frequency of JOY through the threads of golden harmonic light of the Central Sun. 

The dolphins, whales and the entire animal kingdom are also aware of this light and energy, and they too require support to re-calibrate.  Many groups will be coming together to honour the 8-8-8 over the coming weeks.  If you feel inclined please, invite the animals to your circle, unite through the heart, and allow the harmonic codes to further lift and celebrate all life. 

I will be holding ceremony here in Victoria at my home with several close friends.  For those that wish to tune in – please do so – we are all connected.  Breathe into your heart and see the golden infinity symbol harmonizing the galactic light of the Central Sun with  your wholeness and that of our beloved Mother Earth. 

Enjoy all that the next few weeks will offer – the challenges and the great expansion of light.

Love and Many Blessings

Shala

You are living through the unfoldment of the Shift, as humanity is reconnecting, finding a new center and creating space for the energies that have come to help you through this process. These are new experiences for you and as they unfold you can feel physical and emotional distress because your bodies are not used to energies of this level. Each of you is a magnet for these energies and you process what is calibrated to your energetic vibrations. You are allowing new frequencies to become part of the earth grid and create new levels of energetic vibrations for humanity. This is all part of the Shift and your understanding of this process will help you manage it and maintain your own energetic balance and stay grounded.

Each of you is attracting a specific energetic frequency that seeks to be grounded on the earth and you are the vehicle through which they are transmitted here. These energies are at much higher frequencies than has even been experienced on the earth which is why they can create symptoms in you that include fatigue and energetic distress. Your own bodies must adjust to the energies and become grounded with them to allow them to be present on earth. That is also why many of you have been placed in certain geographic areas, even though you do not feel 'at home'' there or are isolated and even out of touch with like-minded people. You are grounding the energies at specific locations and once your work there is completed you will be guided to move to other locations.

This is the time of the unfoldment, when the energetic pathways that you have been creating as you completed your own Shift experiences are now being utilized for humanity. All of the work that you have done, the karmic healing, the release and forgiveness work had to occur so that you could create these energetic openings within the earth's grid. Until Lightworkers raised the energetic vibrations of the planet there were no openings for this energy. You have created the openings for the vortexes to be built to anchor this energy. You must stay grounded and maintain your own energetic balance and center to maintain the connection with the energy you are anchoring.

Do not be frightened of the illusion that the darkness appears to be gaining strength. The frequency of the planet has been raised beyond that of the darkness so that its true nature can be revealed. The unfoldment is occurring and along with it new energetic frequencies are being anchored on the planet. This is your work, what you have come here to do. When you feel ungrounded, out of body, uncomfortable, tired or anxious, you are anchoring energy and need to find relief through rest and energy or healing work that will help you re-anchor yourself. Do not be afraid to ask for help, do not be afraid of this process as it is all happening as it should. You are part of humanity's greatest moment and are experiencing the awakening of humanity to its divinity and the creation of heaven on earth. Be at peace and know that all is well.

On August 8th and for sometime thereafter, humanity will have an opportunity to open toward prosperity consciousness. You will learn that prosperity, security, and a sense of well-being are gifts that you give to each other. Not things that you take from one another or enjoy at someone else's expense. The Earth will no longer support you in this, and neither will you.

A major transformation is taking place now, and it has nothing to do with an apparent scarcity of resources. This is pure fiction. There has always been enough. All of your key resources are renewable.

If you are truly lacking anything now, it is the collective realization that all of your lives are interconnected. That you, your neighbors, and your world beat to the pulse of a Common Heart.

Prosperity Begins with Charity, Charity Begins with the Heart

My friends, soon you will experience what the rest of the Universe already knows: That prosperity begins with charity, and charity begins with the heart.

You will learn that what you give to yourself, you can easily give to another. But what you deny to others, will be denied to you - not because you are being punished, but because your hearts are closed. A closed heart, like a tightened fist, can neither give nor receive.

Shutting the doors to your heart does not protect your treasures. Instead, it locks you inside and denies you everything. You imagine that you are safe and secure, but you are not. You inhabit a prison, where your only concern is survival and you jealously guard everything you think is yours for fear that it will be taken from you.

How can you ever hope to know joy and comfort this way?

Know this. You are interdependent. You are individual points of consciousness within the Greater Life of the God Source. This is your joy and your prosperity.

Are you prepared to accept this now?

The opportunities that are upon you as a global community will advance you greatly in this, if you allow it. Stand united in this desire and it shall be so.

The Paradox of Individuality and Interdependence

Many of you have come to understand the paradox of your individuality and interdependence.

First of all, you have acknowledged that you are unique, sovereign reflections of the One God. And because of this, you are beginning to live your lives as your Soul does - centered in its love for you and anchored in its connection to Source. This is the New You.

You also understand the nature of relationships. You remember what is essential - that you need nothing from anyone else, because You Are Everything. In knowing this, you do not permit others to become dependent upon you, and you do not allow yourself to become dependent on others. Instead, you remember to share your Divinity. You expand yourselves in the only way possible - by sharing God's love with each other. This is the meaning of New Relationships.

Finally, you acknowledge that you are interconnected, and you welcome it. Just as a symphony depends upon all its members to create a unified musical experience, so your complete experience of Divinity depends upon each of you expressing yourselves fully, but in overall group harmony. You know that your unified experience of Divinity is truly greater than the sum of its parts, just as God Is - and you relish this.

All of humanity must come to an understanding of your Common Life. The only way this can be accomplished is through direct experience. There is nothing theoretical about it. It is that simple. Soon the mass of humanity will experience the reality of your interdependence around issues of prosperity.

What Is the Cause of Prosperity?

Perhaps you have worked with your own issues of prosperity with varying degrees of success. You may know, for example, that attracting abundance requires your clarity, focused intention, and loving self-acceptance. But there is more to it than this. You cannot do this in a vacuum. To CAUSE yourselves to be abundant you must be willing to give and receive from each other. There is no other way. You must open your hearts.

Why is this so?

Because God is the Source of your prosperity, and collectively You Are God, also. These facts are undeniable. One cannot exist without the other. You can choose to remember this as individuals, as many of you have done, but that alone is not enough. Collectively you must decide to live that way, too. Again, it is as simple as that.

Awakening to Your Prosperity

You all have roles to play in this global awakening - in remembering that the life you share as God is the cause of your prosperity. You cannot fail to have a role in this, any more than the cells of your body can refuse to accept the heart's nourishment, or the corpuscles in your arteries deny oxygen to the rest of your body.

In the coming times, you will all play your parts. Some of you will give to others in greater measure, while others may receive more. This is only temporary. Do not become fixated on the illusion of imbalance. What is truly important is that by playing your part, you will collectively remember an important Truth About You - that you interdependence is the source of your prosperity.

You will learn that by giving and receiving from each other, without agenda or ulterior motive, you will all prosper. And you will no longer permit abuses of this kind upon your planet again.

I Am Saint-Germain.